Dear Stay, One of My Favorite Cosplayer

I just want to know, how are you, Stay...?

I miss your updates so much...

And what make me worry so much,

I can't & I don't know how to contact you...

I hope you're okay, Stay...

I just... worry... about you...

Please give an update...

All the best for you, Stay...

Kind regards, your HUGE fan from Indonesia,

Vienni~

Forever My Jasmine

I made this writing below for someone I love so much whom passed away 100 days ago...
He left all of his beloved family, friends, fans [including me ofcourse...]

Hope you all like it...

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Dear Jasmine You...

Hello...
I'm Vienni... Your & Versailles' fan from Indonesia...

I'm missing you so much... I want to see you even it's very impossible...
I feel so desperate when heard you're gone forever...
I even couldn't bear with it...

I cried for days after your leaving...
I keep listening to Versailles' songs for weeks...
I just want to hear your playing, again and again...

Dear Jasmine You...

It's been 100 days since you're passed away...
Yet I still missing you...
I'm still thinking about you and the other members playing together...

I hope you're happy in Heaven...
If we can't meet in this world... Maybe we can meet on the other world...

Dear Jasmine You...

I still love you... Yes... Still love you...
For me, you always live in my heart...

Dear Jasmine You...

Please wait for me... One day... We will meet...

Forever love you, Vienni...

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All photos, pictures & emoticons are credited to the respective owners.
Some of them are credited to me.

I Lost & Found My Princes (^0^)v

When I thought there's no other man than Gackt in my heart for years,
I found Kamijo around 2 or 3 years ago.
And I fell in love with his wonderful voice, his elegant style, his white pale skin,
his sharp eyes, his beautiful vampiric face, his sexy body, his blonde hair,
his everything ! his touch perhaps ?

** I even make my upcoming "son" with a mix of Kamijo's image + someone, kekeke **

It just like I found my lost Prince Gackt in Malice Mizer era~
But you must know, Kamijo is not a copy cat of Gackt.
He's totally different, but take the same place with Gackt in my heart.
Gackt is number one in my deepest heart, so does him.
My prince Kamijo... My prince Gackt...

Kamijo really respects Gackt.
We can see it in a video when Gackt is talking with Kamijo.
Kamijo with his previous band was a Malice Mizer Roadie.
And he really admires and fully respects Gackt.

** don't they will make a sweet couple ? **

** runaway, before GakuHai's fans stomp my head to the deepest part of earth **

Ah... I love both of them...
I don't know how my life is without knowing and loving them.
They're very beautiful and seducing..
They're... Hm... What to call them... Gorgeous noble vampiric men...

And I'm totally happy to know, Kamijo's band ~ Versailles,
will release their 1st major album... At last...

** tears of happiness **

Jubilee will be released at January 20, 2010.
I've pre-ordered it since 2 or 3 months ago, but too bad it got canceled,
so I must pre-order it again, bweh... But it's okay~ (^___^)v I'll pre-order it again~
I do everything for my honey bunny Versailles dear~ I love them so much~
The title is so unique. I'm wondering how's my reaction when see it~

(^___^)~ Happy~

私のヴェルサイユ〜
I'm happy with the fact I was born & got "V" as 1st letter on my name.
Since I love "V"ersailles and "V"olturi, I can't be happier than now... XDb

** do please change your name, Dear Vaius~ ** XDD

And... Yeah... I really want to see Gackt & Versailles' live concert.
I always watch them at videos, and want to see them in person..
They're too beautiful to be true... Huee... T^T

** I love you more than I can say, I love you twice as much tomorrow **

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Though lotsa people against me about this, including my mom and dad,
but I still continuously loving my princes.
People think I'm crazy because I love men with thick make up
and weird style of fashion.

What's wrong with loving them ?
I ever see them without make up and in ordinary outfits.
And yet they still beautiful to me...

** don’t you die just by seeing Gackt on his bathrobe ? So damn smexy ! **

Anyway... What makes me love them even more,
it's because they love their fans to death.
They know how to make their fans "die" in happiness, heheh...

** I'm truly a Vadako, since I die and live so many times in loving 'em **

Can a doctor cure my love sickness ?
Which doctor can heal me...? It’s both of painful and pleasure...
Please heal me, My Dear Doctor...

** the most handsome doctor I ever see... Daddy Cullen...**

Oh well... I know there’s another handsome doctor...
A very handsome one... Lucky me, that handsome doctor lives here, heheh...

N.B :

Whee... In my stressful life with hell of assignments, I still find happiness.
I met Xiah (Sha) & Shirei-San some days ago at campus.
It's been so long since our last meet, so I feel so happy~
I only got chance to say "Hi" to Xiah, but I have a chit-chat with Shirei-San..

** happy **

N.B (again) :

Do you know, I was an alumnae of Kemurnian II School ?
I was there from Kindergarten 'till Senior High.
And I just realized, there're some cosplayers whom studied there
while they're in Senior High.
Xiah & his sister.. Yuurin & Younan.. and... Billy...

** still more, but I forget their name, sorry... **

I miss the time when talking and laughing with them freely...
Hope they're doing fine now... ^___^

N.B (last, I promise) :

Do you know an instrumental song titled "Romance d'Amour" ?
It's a very beautiful song, really...
Hear it for the 1st time when I watched a Korean Drama titled
"Autumn in My Heart ~ Endless Love".

The drama itself is one of my fave all time, I always cry when watch it...

Okay, I'm really done this time.
Thanks for the time, My Dearest Diary...
God bless all of us always~

Kind regards,
Vienni M.S Camui

** runaway before all of Gackt's fans scratch me & pull my Sadako's hair ** XD~

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All photos, pictures & emoticons are credited to the respective owners.
Some of them are credited to me.

That's for now. Until then, bye bye...

Sorry... ;___;

Guys... Sorry for these past weeks...

I've been so rude to everybody just because I'm in the horrible mood...

I'm seeking for you forgiveness... ;___;

Truly sorry for being nasty, annoying, rude, etc etc...

I'm trying to manage myself now...

Thanks to some close friends whom cheering and helping me to reduce my stress and anger level...

Arigatoo...

And... Thanks for reading... ;A;

~A New Fresh Beginning Ahead~

Wow... I can believe it... I'm on my 7th semester right now...
Time runs so fast, eh ?
It just like yesterday I entered my campus as a 1st semester student...
And now... I'm doing my thesis...

Okay, speaking of new semester... I really got exhausted even it's not a month yet...
Lotsa assignments and papers that must be done...
Also my thesis with one of my best friend...
Oh... I hope I can make it...

And yeah, finally after being forced by some lovely people, I'm on Twitter now.
I will update frequently & everyday~
So, if don't give an update there, it means I'm not online...
And also... you mostly can find my current mood update there...

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For the 1st time in my life,
I went to the cinema alone and watching romantic-comedy movie...
I watched The Proposal. What a nice and entertaining movie~



Love it~ Somehow, it looks like a fairytale story, get a nice and beautiful person as our lover~
But who knows it will be more than a dream comes true ?
And I still wait and wait for my prince...
Someday my prince will come soon... My prince Gackt~

 Yes, Gackt always be my beloved prince in my heart~

***too much daydreaming... must wake up...***

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And I have my first experience in watching 3D at Cinema.
I watched The Final Destination...

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I also had a happy reunion time with some friends.
Even only so little time we shared, but I feel very grateful~

They're my beloved friends from campus
It's been so long since our last time hang out together...
I miss all of these beautiful girls...

By the way... Did we look like a one big happy family, eh ?

Another mini reunion at the end of the month~ Thanks everybody~
No, I don't have photos of us... What I have is our foods' photos... ^^;

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Okay... I never make a tutorial before...
So... If you find any mistake, please forgive me...

It's a simple tutorial about how to make a plastic book jacket,
so your precious novels, comics, magazines, etc.,
won't get dirty or folded...

I inherit this way from my mom...
Simple and easy, trust me.

For the 1st, we need the book we want to cover it with plastic,
cutter, plastic for covering books, and ruler.
Put the book on the plastic, try to measure how much you need the plastic.
Then you can cut the plastic.

There you go, 1 small plastic for my newest Sherlock Holmes novel~
Fold the plastic into two, just to make sure its balance.
Then open the plastic again, put a ruler like in the pic & cut a little...
See, that much that you must cut~

Repeat it again in the other sides as well...

Repeat it until all sides are cut into a right one, like in the pic.
Then fold it.

Again, for the other side, fold it.
And now fold the plastic in to two like in the pic 2.
Fold the plastic to the inside of the book, see pic for detail.

Repeat it for all sides.
Ta-da... It's almost done~

Okay for the final touch :
Put some books, about 3 or 4 books above that Sherlock Holmes' novel~
Leave it for 1 or 2 days.
After that, you will get your book pressed by the books above it
and the plastic is stick with your book w/o any glue~

How about it ? Let me know if you give it a try~
Post the result if necessary~

Or if you have any problems or questions, do comment here.
I'll try my best to help and figure your problems out~

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It's pretty difficult for me to loving and idolizing someone~
And for ages, I've been deeply in love with Ayumi Hamasaki & Gackt,
2 beautiful & talented artist from Japan.

And FYI, I also have my fave talented actress from Japan.
If you're a television drama lover, perhaps you all never hear her name,
because she's not an actress who performs at television drama.
She performs on a stage with her troupe,
and she is in an all-female-member theater group called, Takarazuka.

Her name is... Mizu Natsuki...
And I love her very much... Very...

She's totally beautiful and talented !
Her role as Oscar from Rose of Versailles really kills me~

I always wondering and wishing, one day I can come to Japan & watch her show.
She also has a golden voice~ She has a vocal group named Aqua5~
See photos below, she is the blonde one~

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You know, I'm an old and traditional people.
I love everything classic, for example : Outfit, Music, Theater, House's Interior & Exterior~

And when listening to japanese music (like Malice Mizer, Lareine & Versailles),
it's always bring me back to the 15 or 16th century of European countries~

Just like I live in that century, an era where woman wears petticoat and beautiful dresses & man wears tuxedo or other formal outfits~

I love those japanese bands so much~
With their beautiful appearance, lovely songs, golden voice & extravagant style,
they just like a portrait of classic elegance...

That's why I also love these mangas :

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You know what... I've lost my passion in photography again...
I dunno why... I'm easily lost interest right now...
Phew... I dunno how to bring it back...

My sweet little darling tried so hard to help me...
Thanks, Baby... But it doesn't work...

Her photos wasn't good enough...
I've tried to take bunch pics of her, because I think it will bring back my mood... But it's not...

Some of her last shoots weren't good enough...
I feel so sad again bad this time...  ~ if i said i'm sad, ppl think i'm too sensitive...

N.B (perhaps related with my lost interest) =

For a special friend ~ Dear, you tell lie to her, and you also tell lie to me...
Or we can say that you make a meet with me and you said it's our secret meet,
you don't tell her about this secret meet...
But you also have a secret meet with her, and you don't tell me too...

I got it, Dear... You wanna play secret game, eh...?
Fine, Dear... I don't like secret in friendship... But yeah, I don't care anyway...
But if you find any change in my reaction towards you, nah you know why...

I'm not your trash can, where you can throw your madness to me,
and share your happy time with the others...
Do you think I will still keep you as my friend,
if you continue doing that to me...?

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Until then... Tha tha~

And...

. . . Silent . . . is . . . Golden . . .